ending of Year 2009…
thanks God letting myself feel the love of the world…
especially cares from friends and happiness..
I did always thought that…
life is just hard…..
no matter how hard it is…we still have to go through it …
and many things are planned…
my hardwork wont change the situations..
and life always goes on..no matter how…
That’s y …I did choose to face it by struggling lot…
or forced myself to get used to it….
I have been applying this formula in my life for several years…
espc the time after entered UM..
lot of burdens..and no doubt …the lesson of love…
Hardly to let myself get out of those boxes…
Very very formal life—which life that unwanted by the inner part of pooi mun…
It is passed!!
Everything mentioned up there is passed…
Gosh…thanks God for it …
glad that this time I do have the courage to restart everything again…
live out the life which I desire the most…
Yup..people may think that I crazy…with so many things on hand…
who cares…really…except me …
no one else understand what I want except myself …right?
Sometimes money can be everything for a person..
but currently..to me..i guess..it just a part (that’s y I spent much:P though I can save much if I do save..haha)
Enjoying life now…
Enjoying everything she has now…
thanks God for letting her feel great at the last month of the year…
i guess this is not a luck..or simple things that God gives to this little gal…for her sake of working blindly…but…
a special gift from Him for the sake of she is working so hard from the beginning of the year till end of the year…and also …how much she believes in things will be better..
“Continuing believing, working hard and appreciating things I have ..”
is my mission currently and in future..
believing life gonna be fun to her…and everything happens for a reason…
working hard for things she desires the most…
and last…appreciating everything comes to her..(doesn’t care whether it is good sign or bad sign to her…as there must be reasons behind of it….)
-very 1st English essay about her feelings-
